Nothing wrong with being afraid to fly, I have flowen over 100+ times in my life and I take xanax because when i played ball had a couple bad flights and it really messed with my mind, these were bad storms. But was fine before then and now I am ok still take xanax when I fly but the little bumps I can handle and I learned all about planes and why you have those damn bumps from a program at vegas airport for feared flyers, it really helped had pilots with many years come in and speak telling you why the plane go up and down at times, he said nothing to worry about the plane must bounch at times when air temp change from ground to height the plane is is the most reason, and it is just like a bridge moving with lot of traffic on it you must have give or it would break same with a plane and the give in the wings, He also said that even if they go through a storm not around or above it , it might feel rough to you but they know what they are flying into 10-20 mins before they hit it, if it is the wrong color on screen they use they will go around or above storm, he ended by saying ever pilot wants flight to be as safe as can be because he is also on the plane. Nothing happens in the air or if it has it is very rare your very safe why you are up, take offs and the next 15 mins are key he said if anything and is rare is going to happen it would be then in that time frame and if it does most all planes can turn back and land, landing you can have a few troubles but not like even back in the 80's with wind shear and downdrafts airports now have radar to alert the tower and planes also have the warning so landing is very safe, most things that go wrong are human mistakes and they are very very very few and far between he said, then he showed us a graph of how many flights are in the air each day in the whole world any type of plane and coppter it was unreal the number, trust me your safe as can be, the number of flights in the world each day is unreal and the reason fear is because if something does happen you see a big number for the most partof people who will be hurt or worse but look at all the flights in the world each day and all the people then times that times a year compaired to traffic wrecks or evn more people hit why walking far out numbers injuries by plane or worse.
Get the xanax and if plane hits some bumps just remember that is the air temp and the plane just giving like it should, and no polit is going to risk his own life flying into unsafe weather, like he said he has a family to go home to also. You will be fine.
And to be honest I believe this and have strong personal realitionship with god, when it is your time to go it is your time, you could be on the crapper and when your number pops up it is up no matter where you are. so relax get the xanax and enjoy the flight. much safer and faster then driving those 30 hours.