Waking up in a different country where you have started drinking has happened a few times. It takes only 20min helicopter ride to Estonia...
anyway, occasional blackouts are fine but if
you don't know where you have been and
-police calls you next day and asks to visit station
-there is a stolen and wrecked car on your front yard (my frend stole a car to drive me home, he didn't remember it either)
-next day your clothes smell gasoline and smoke
-you have been in a fight: bruised knuckles&face
-you wake up lying on a railway, from train passing on the next rail :scared
you might consider to start limiting amount of alcohol you use at once, it is easy. it is not on anyone elses responsibility but yours. get a grip while you can.
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