this is a business to me and has to be ran like one,when mistakes are made you look to fix and when things are not going well you take a greak i 'm probley not the only one but took one week off last base ball and 4 days at christmas but i did college playes and posted before i lerft and maybe 4 other days in a year and i half i know when i am getting burnt by the grind i'm short with people fly can tell you bit jeri's head off while he and i was talking just allot going on and its not making for sound business descisions,got to look out for the over all picture have did to good this year to keep riding a streak although not long but very mental,i need to have some relaxation before 2nd half and will take my vacation during playoff like most years for a couple weeks fl and back home,this is nothing personal i just need some time for me,this isnot enjoyment its work for me not bad work but still work,i am on till around 12 or 1 my time then back up by 7 ,and in college guys know from fri night till sunday night i am on almost 18 hours,so when iget a chance i take it and this is a chance now,no sense looking for catch up because im faw from behind but i look day by day and the last 3 would be in my head and i would make the wrong moves more then not i set and what 2 trackers from 7am till up till game time looking waiting and wondering and that takes allotso thanks but no thanks i am going to set in my space chair for back and enjoy movies headline new and go to a bowlig tournment and just forget baseball for a few day ,im going to be a bum and love it,will come back fresh and friendley and to me that is importent right up there with winning and i have been on edge about a few things and just want to seperate my self for
bit when i start yeliing at a wife who supports me the way she does in life i need to rest and get back to me. good luck im not going antwhere except to the vetgie patch and slum.