I didn't realize my story got out to those on this website. Well cat is out of the bag I guess and I'm paying for my addiction. Make sure you keep your gambling as a hobby. I let my hobby get out of control and it cost me just about everything.
Time to restart. Living in Marin County California now and looking for work until my suspension is over. Then I plan on coming back and doing things the right way.
I hurt a lot of people. Especially my wife (from whom I've been seperated since March, 2010) I let a lot of people down, especially myself.
No pity party here as I will be back. My note here is just to maybe put a face on an addiction and let you know how it can ruin a life. Keep control boys.
I can't tell you how much those of you who i have met have meant to me. Just a great bunch of guys who I had a blast with. Never thought I'd say that about a bunch of lugnuts who I met on the internet and at a couple of golf outings.
My best to you all. Roll let me know if you are planning on going on another diet as I will short all my Little Debbie shares.
Eddie
PS: Holy fuck, I just noticed all the green reputation squares. I'm used to black. I gotta tell ya something is wrong here if you morons are starting to think I'm a good guy. I've got a sarcastic and mean-spirited reputation to maintain.
Wishing you the best, Eddie....
