I get that. I was a childhood Cowboys fan growing up in Chicago during the early 80s. Never forget crying my eyes out in ?84 at a tennis tournament watching bears beat the Cowboys 44-0 with Steve Fuxking Fuller. Talked trash all week and knew i was dead at school the next day.
Don?t care about any fandom these days, but know the feeling and cried my eyes out 15 out of 16 weeks in 1989.