I find out last night my Grandfather passed away, he wasn't doing to well due to a recent stroke and many complications, he kept falling and was 84 years old. He played a major role in my life and helped me become the man I am today. I was very upset all day and could not concentrate on work, I'm sure I didn't get half as much done as I should have. I had a terrible feeling that this is all to surreal and I can't believe this happened to me and a feeling of emptiness. My wife has been around to help me through this today as well as close friends, but I still feel lousy. I got a bunch of gifts for my Mother and Grandmother, but I feel like I should just grab my wife and hop in a plane to Nebraska but my Mother and Grandmother won't have it because they want my Grandfather to be cremated and spread his ashes on Memorial day weekend. They want us to come then and we will. I have had terrible headaches all day as well. I guess this is normal after loss of family members because I have been through it before, but I'm just not all there.
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