You are a self proclaimed DRUG ADDICT, claiming you used illegal drugs for 19 years everyday. I have no respect for anything you say to me, I have never done drugs one time in my life, nor will I. GO FUCK yourself, me getting a divorce has nothing to do with anything, its apparent to me I have shared too much of my personal life here. None of you are my friends, only enemies. It was the lowest I have ever been 3 years ago when my ex wife filed for divorce after I tried so hard to keep us together, it simply didn't work out and its best to move on with life, I made some big mistakes after going through a divorce I admit, making bad decisions almost daily, until I had a bad experience with a young female I was messing with, it all changed for me and I am back to being normal now after that night everything changed. You don't know me personally and I doubt I will ever meet you in person, you have no idea if I am a good person or not, I can tell you that I am. It really hurts me that people think I am so bad, I can't take it anymore...
I don't feel the sun's comin' out today
It's staying in, it's gonna find another way, yeah, hey
As I sit here in this misery
I don't think I'll ever no long' seen the sun from here
And, oh, as I fade away
They'll all look at me and say and they'll say
"Hey, look at him", I'll never live that way
And that's okay, they're just afraid to change
Ah, when you feel life ain't worth living
You've got to stand up and take a look around
You look up way to the sky
Hey and when your deepest thoughts are broken
Keep on dreaming boy, 'cause when you stop dreamin' it's time to die
And as we all play parts of tomorrow, oh, no, no
Some ways we'll work, in other ways we'll play, yeah, yeah
But I know we can't all stay here forever, oh
So I want to write my words on the face of today
And then they'll paint it up
And, oh, as I fade away, yeah
They'll all look at me and say, they'll say
"Hey, look at him and where he is these days"
When life is hard, you have to change
When life is hard, you have to change