11 years ago I met a wonderful, beautiful young lady named Melissa. She was very vibrant and wonderful to be around we only dated for about 6 months. I was 27 and she was 21 and she was
a bit insecure around me. She thought I was a player (lol) and a Co worker who worked with me told her we were fooling around (wasn't) but she didn't believe me and we broke up.
2 weeks ago Melissa contacted me via face book. She wanted to catch up, set the record straight, and entertain the thought of a true reconnection. We talked for about 2 hours everyday, we decided that we would go out last Sunday night. I talked to her until midnight Saturday night and then texted her at 10 am Sunday morning to ask if she had "sweet dreams" Sadly that text was never answered, Little Missi past away in her sleep. Missi had struggles with anorexia and even though she was only a little under weight, her heart finally gave out at 32. Tuesday was my birthday and we were looking forward to spending the day together, I know we had only reconnected for 2 weeks but we had history and great conversations every day literally hours before she past. She had told me that she told her mother that we reconnected, I wrote her mother a letter telling her what Missy had told me... How much she had loved her. Her mother told me that Missi was excited to be talking to me
again. I have been a wreck since then, you know that feeling you get when you are starting or think
You are starting something new, it was different with her cause she knew what I was about. Sports sports sports and fishing. She didn't care about that, and then wham it's gone. I keep playing that mental rollercoaster of "what if?" then I think I'm one selfish prick, here I am and her family is just going bonkers. I read the facebook posts her family and friends have left and she was that special. This has got to be the worst month or so I have ever had. I really thought her re entering my life was payback or a sign of good
Things to come since the loss of my good
Friends Dave and Dawn. No it was just More torture. If you want to read about her...Melissa Randa Sundquist on FB.
a bit insecure around me. She thought I was a player (lol) and a Co worker who worked with me told her we were fooling around (wasn't) but she didn't believe me and we broke up.
2 weeks ago Melissa contacted me via face book. She wanted to catch up, set the record straight, and entertain the thought of a true reconnection. We talked for about 2 hours everyday, we decided that we would go out last Sunday night. I talked to her until midnight Saturday night and then texted her at 10 am Sunday morning to ask if she had "sweet dreams" Sadly that text was never answered, Little Missi past away in her sleep. Missi had struggles with anorexia and even though she was only a little under weight, her heart finally gave out at 32. Tuesday was my birthday and we were looking forward to spending the day together, I know we had only reconnected for 2 weeks but we had history and great conversations every day literally hours before she past. She had told me that she told her mother that we reconnected, I wrote her mother a letter telling her what Missy had told me... How much she had loved her. Her mother told me that Missi was excited to be talking to me
again. I have been a wreck since then, you know that feeling you get when you are starting or think
You are starting something new, it was different with her cause she knew what I was about. Sports sports sports and fishing. She didn't care about that, and then wham it's gone. I keep playing that mental rollercoaster of "what if?" then I think I'm one selfish prick, here I am and her family is just going bonkers. I read the facebook posts her family and friends have left and she was that special. This has got to be the worst month or so I have ever had. I really thought her re entering my life was payback or a sign of good
Things to come since the loss of my good
Friends Dave and Dawn. No it was just More torture. If you want to read about her...Melissa Randa Sundquist on FB.
