I don't know Jack, when I was younger and did a bunch of crazy stuff I always thought I gotta settle down and live right, well now I don't get in any trouble and I grind it out for 40+ a week and take care of one headache after another after another. I'm sure things are better now than when I was younger, but dammit some days I really just want to roll out of bed smoke a bunch of pot and play Xbox all day, is that wrong?
Someone once said "Live fast, die young and leave a good looking corpse" It's too late for me on all accounts, but maybe it would have been a better plan.