excellent...thank you very much
I've read about half and see a number of good suggestions. I'm going to go over it again after some shut-eye.
I kind of figured that this subject might have been brought up in here before.
I, too, notice that I really seem to chain-smoke while following an event that I've got money on. I'm not sure that I want to take a break, though, at least not until the Series is over. Once it ends I might just stick to Saturday and Sunday football; at least that would leave me with less stress for Monday through Friday.
Coffee, too, is going to have to be cut back on.
I smoke a fair bit of ganja, and I can't see myself taking a break from it. I'm not sure if that will make things harder for me or, maybe, easier as at least I'll be doing some smoking. Maybe I'd be best to stop for the first few weeks, at least.
The rewards system sounds great, too. I could actually save enough money (costs me damn near $300 a month to smoke presently) over the next few months to maybe take a trip to MJ's Super Bowl party. I've never been to one but, having hung around here on and off over the past 6 years, I think that it would be totally cool to meet Jack and some of the members.
I'm smoking now, even as I type this.
I've been awake for about 15 hours and have smoked somewhere between 30-40 cigarettes.
Today it's kind of making me sick.
And yet, here I am puffing away.
I noticed some discussion, in the link, of people who have suffered greatly due to being heavy smokers. Coincidently, another tenant in the house that I'm in just DIED from lung cancer. True story. He really deteriorated over the last few months of his life, first spending a stretch in the hospital and then coming home where he actually had doctors and nurses visiting him on a daily (I think it was daily) basis (one great thing about Canada is our health-care system). I even heard him talk about how crappy he was feeling, of particular note is that he said that his mental faculties were really starting to fail. That part scares the shit out of me the most...I figure that when my mind goes that there will be really no point to living anymore.
Crap...I want to do this so bad.
My willpower/discipline has never really been my strength. It's going to be a struggle.
Thanks a lot, onetrickpony,
I think I might try to read over the link every day for the next little while, at least until I'm ready to commit to saving my damn life.