heroic dose

[EXTRAPOLATER]

My bucket list is a little difficult to traverse, for the most part, but I presently have the opportunity to take one of those penetrating journeys into the mind, where either spiritual equanimity will flourish and/or I will be shown some hidden parts of the abyss that I have not yet witnessed.

My tools for the trip would be either psilocybin or mdma (an alleged waste, together, I've heard, but report otherwise if possible). My history with shrooms covers a close to 40-year, though limited, relationship. Molly was a go last Wednesday night, for the first time, at 100mg, which was a test run and resulted in a mildly-disappointing psilocybin-like trip (perhaps a gram).

If there is a transition marker--some crucial threshold influence--then it must be in the dosage. Probably varies between individuals (body weight, biochemistry, experience, whatever), and neither substance claims life-threatening properties (maybe debatable for mdma), so I presume that overkill is a better strategy than coming up short, if the transcendent destination is guaranteed, which I concede is ridiculous.

Grok could fuck me over with misinformation, but I'm wondering about some good ole fashioned, anecdotal personal shit, if there and willing to share. Either (any) substance, if you think you've reached something worthwhile and what your tools were.

To betray Grok further, it tried to suggest to me some distinction, between the two substances, as psilocybin being the more 'cerebral' and the mdma being more 'tactile.' I could not corroborate this, but at higher doses this might be something to keep in mind.

I actually got a 3-gram shroom chocolate bar but I suspect 5-6 grams being a minimum requirement.
Have some dead plant and capsules (all told at min 10g) but unsure on route to take.
I am clueless for the Molly. Did my 1x100mg, and now have a remaining 9x100mg to fuck around with.

I will confess that my Thursday wake-and-live, following my Wed to Molly, was one of my better days.
Correlation is not causation.

Following vid left me somewhat wanting, but this showed in my google search for "what would be a heroic dose of mdma". No metrics within, but dude is some advocate for psychedelic 'medicine', for what its worth.

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I remain skeptical. Sure plan to give it a try.

 

[MadJack]

If I was in my 20's or early 30's I'd be eager to try along with you but I'd be scared at my age.

Let us know how it goes for you.

 

[EXTRAPOLATER]

Set and setting not optimal until tomorrow night. As I had a surprisingly undramatic week, in the headspace realm, I am reticent about upsetting this momentum by some anxiety-inducing overkill, which will remain on the bucketlist.

I have a 3 gram cubensis chocolate bar beckoning me, and I figure post-8or9pm is promising; quietest stretch around my parts would be the 10-hour window from there.

3g is about my historical max. Presents promise.
Can drink like a fish on shrooms, but I've cut down to pretty minimal, and hope to abstain once previous supplies are toast, which my willpower should allow for by weekend's end.

Somehow created a tracklist of over 300 instrumental songs from this Mickey Mouse laptop I've been abusing for 6 months. Worried that such lack of external will just impel my mind towards some unfriendly darkness, but the precautionary principle usually just deprives us of rewards. I have a few other tools that will help with the job, and I am more proficient with them, so we'll see.

I babbled on til hell froze and didn't even get to my LSD addendum. I expect to have that option post-Monday, if the rule-setters perform their tax-paid activities, and keep their promise to facilitate my rule-breaking activities.

I never promised you a rose garden, your honor.