Thanks guys for the nice replies, I hit rock bottom Thursday night, it was bad, I am just glad I didn't get shot and killed, robbed and or drugged, I am fine I just need to get some professional counseling
STOP THE FUCKING DENIAL !
You are not fine ! If you were, you would stop soliciting advice from locker room Dr's
There is a story in there?
I did recommend you seek professional advice.
I don't know if you have seen this movie
"Falling Down"
I would suggest you watch it, and possibly see a little bit of yourself?
HH,
Take care of yourself before you lose it all !
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This can also be a look into the future with today's GLOBAL ECONOMIC MELTDOWN
The freeway is jammed and it's backed up for miles
The car is an oven and baking is wild
Nothing is ever the way it should be
What we deserve we just don't get you see
A briefcase, a lunch and a man on the edge
Each step gets closer to losing his head
Is someone in heaven are they looking down
'Cause nothing is fair just you look around
Falling down
He's sick of waiting of lying like this
There's a hole in the sky for the angels to kiss
Branded a leper because you don't fit
In the land of the free you just live by your wits
Once he built missiles a nation's defence
Now he can't even give birthday presents
Across the city he leaves in his wake
A glimpse of the future a cannibal state
Falling down
The freeway is jammed and it's backed up for miles
The car is an oven and baking is wild
Nothing is ever the way it should be
What we deserve we just don't get you see
A briefcase, a lunch and a man on the edge
Each step gets closer to losing his head
Is someone in heaven are they looking down
'Cause nothing is fair just you look around
Falling down