Better days ahead my friend, been there and have the scares to prove it. I was drinking a 5th of jack a night through mine, it almost killed me. Do what you have to do brother, but.........think about you and what makes you happy. fishing, golfing, or what the hell ever. Do what makes you happy......friend to friend. Forget about her, what might have been, because you got your whole life ahead of you bro, at 35, I was 40 when I went bankrupt 12 years ago and found the love of my life just three years ago. look forward and not back, I say this because I have been there and done that. The kids will love you unconditionally, just do not talk bad about there mom, even when you really want to and it will work its way out. Stay stong man, and stay true to what is important to you. :toast:
