Loved him. . . .
I spent most of that Tuesday that I found out reading kosar and Private Petey posts and laughing to myself trying not think about it. Didn't feel like doin' much of anything. I usually handle death pretty well, but haven't had many friends die. My sister who knows of madjacks and knows of kosar called me to see if I was OK. . . and I just started balling. 10 minutes before a meeting with my boss. Went to the meeting, he asked me what was wrong and I said a friend of mine had passed away. He asked about him, if it was a friend from high school?. . . a friend from college? and I told him "No, a guy I know from a message board". . . . . and then realized that there's worse message boards to meet a guy from than a gambling message board to admit to your boss, I told him ". . . a gambling message board"
He looked at me like. . .
. . . and told me to go ahead and take the rest of the day off. And I laughed because I knew Matt would find it funny
And then, I got home and started looking at pictures of kosar and saw this messed up recreation of a wake and all of us with our stupid smiles on our faces. . . How messed up is this picture?
I laughed again because I knew Matt would find it funny.
He would have also laughed at the big dumb moose finally figuring out who Private Petey was. . . would have laughed at smurph's manifesto while he was grieving that
"feel like he's with me now. ....we areno a good generation, but arent bat...we drink we we fuck shit up always.....i guess this is what we get. .....i drink to you forever matt.....i wish you would have helped us hep you.......cuz a course we woulda"
He would have laughed at smurph calling me a girl when I was getting my VO-inspired grieving drunk on a couple of weeks later.
We always had fun and my life is better for just knowing him. . .
See you on the other side, brother
I spent most of that Tuesday that I found out reading kosar and Private Petey posts and laughing to myself trying not think about it. Didn't feel like doin' much of anything. I usually handle death pretty well, but haven't had many friends die. My sister who knows of madjacks and knows of kosar called me to see if I was OK. . . and I just started balling. 10 minutes before a meeting with my boss. Went to the meeting, he asked me what was wrong and I said a friend of mine had passed away. He asked about him, if it was a friend from high school?. . . a friend from college? and I told him "No, a guy I know from a message board". . . . . and then realized that there's worse message boards to meet a guy from than a gambling message board to admit to your boss, I told him ". . . a gambling message board"
He looked at me like. . .
. . . and told me to go ahead and take the rest of the day off. And I laughed because I knew Matt would find it funny
And then, I got home and started looking at pictures of kosar and saw this messed up recreation of a wake and all of us with our stupid smiles on our faces. . . How messed up is this picture?
I laughed again because I knew Matt would find it funny.
He would have also laughed at the big dumb moose finally figuring out who Private Petey was. . . would have laughed at smurph's manifesto while he was grieving that
"feel like he's with me now. ....we areno a good generation, but arent bat...we drink we we fuck shit up always.....i guess this is what we get. .....i drink to you forever matt.....i wish you would have helped us hep you.......cuz a course we woulda"
He would have laughed at smurph calling me a girl when I was getting my VO-inspired grieving drunk on a couple of weeks later.
We always had fun and my life is better for just knowing him. . .
See you on the other side, brother

