Hey guys....
Been a better day than I thought. Obviously i was a wreck this morning, but I got showered, left the apartment....and visited some friends, stopped by work, ate lunch with some coworkers, then came back home. I think I'm gonna go out tonight just to stay out.
Pretty sure I'm going to rearrange the bedroom too.....just so things have a different look and feel to them. Then, at the end of the month, I move into my new place, and things will be different and new. I'm ready for that.
Thanks to everyone for all the kind words. Special thanks to fatdaddycool for the phone call. I know I didn't answer because I was in no shape to at the time, but your words meant a lot, and I appreciate it.