Maybe I do and maybe I don't have a clue but I'm happy with who I am......Are you really happy inside, just asking as you seem to lash out at people a lot....That's usually a sign of a person crying for help.
Also I'm curious, you seem obsessed with drinking and getting out.....Did this happen to you years back and that's why you're all alone now??? You seem to have to pay for affection, going to strip clubs, paying for meals with lady friends, yet you struggle with spending money to ship a chair to your son, that seems odd.....A man with your money, education and style and still all alone, what gives are you hard to be around for long periods of time?
Me, I do enjoy my cocktails I won't lie......Do I have a ton of money, not really but we don't go without.....Educated, enough to know right from wrong and successful enough to start a couple of businesses.....Family, the best!!! Beautiful daughter in College that I speak with multiple times every day on the phone, Facebook or Video Chat....A son in High School who I share as much time as possible, we go hunting, cook meals together and spend countless hours just shooting the shit together.....A beautiful Wife of 22 years, be together for 30 in July who I love with all my heart....Half of my week is caring for my parents with Dementia 24/7 in their home so they don't need to go into assisted living.... So do I spend a lot of time on MJ's, yup it helps me stay sane and I've made many a friend off from this site.....
I bring this up because overall I'm very happy with my life, my family as well as my MJ's Family.... I try and stay positive and don't go looking for problems.....You just seem the total opposite, very unhappy and alone always looking for problems.....You may want to try a different approach with people going forward, it's never to late to change.... Life is really to short to be miserable, enjoy your day....:0008
Sorry to derail your Thread Buddy......:0008